We are broken hearted to share that our boy, Linus left us suddenly on Sunday morning. I awoke to find Linus in the hallway outside of our bedroom (normally he is curled up next to my side of the bed) he slowly got up when I called him to go outside, and I instantly got a pit in my stomach. He normally hopped up and down with excitement in the morning (he knew breakfast was near... food was his FAVORITE). He went outside, did his business came in and collapsed to the floor. I filled his food bowl, hoping and praying that he would gobble it down. He didn't even lift his head. We headed to the clinic and there they confirmed my worst fear, we were losing him. He had a bleeding mass on his spleen that was almost certainly cancer and his abdomen was filled with blood. After soul searching, looking into his eyes and many tears the decision was made to help send him to heaven. It still feels raw and our home seems empty without him.
Linus was an extremely special boy. He loved everybody and every single thing he ever had the pleasure of meeting. He wrestled with our tiny kitten and our 6-year-old Golden every morning, he cleaned up after our messy baby boy (applesauce was his favorite), he was gentle and patient with out 4 year-old son at all times and they became buddies, he was my shadow and most often was either at my feet or resting his head in my lap, he even won my husband over in record time! Special doesn't even begin to describe him. He was brave. He came from a horrible situation of neglect yet he met me with a wagging tail, a kind and trusting eye and a love-filled heart. He was loyal and gentle, the first with a nose nudge and a quick kiss on a bad day. He was feisty and had a puppy-like spirit that always put a smile on every one's face. He was kind to all creatures great and small. If Linus was a person, I would want to be just like him. In fact, I learned so much from him. He never lost faith that there were good, kind people in the world. He gave fully to the people who loved him even though he had been hurt. He wagged his tail and made friends wherever he went. Linus was more than special, and now he is gone and it breaks my heart. I am so thankful to have had 6 months with him. I am so thankful that he came into my life, that he became part of our family and that he let me love him and loved me back. I am thankful that I took so many pictures of him. I am thankful that when it was time to say goodbye he left this world with his head in my lap and the last words he heard were "I love you". Thank you RAGOM for allowing us to foster and adopt one of the most wonderful dogs I will ever know. Goodbye Linus, run free and say Hi to our boys: Mr. Chips and Andy that you have joined at the bridge. We have three very special angels and are truly the lucky ones. All of our love, sweet boy. Your family: Christy, Joe, Maxwell, Bennett (and the "girls" Bella, Gracie, Tini and Olive) |