August 28 at 330am Tanner suddenly and unexpectedly went to the Rainbow Bridge. At midnight I woke up to the sound of him having a seizure. He had never had them before but for the next three hours despite all efforts to stop them, they continued. We made the horrible decision to let him go. We have no idea what caused the seizures to start and to continue so frequently. Maybe that is the hardest part - not knowing. Tanner came into my life a few years ago and has battled thyroid disease and bloat like a trooper. He was a very big golden and I think it was because he had such a big heart. He loved everyone he ever met. He was a lover of Frisbees, food and being brushed. I am so thankful that while I didn't know it ahead of time, Sunday he spent the good part of the morning being brushed and enjoying a beautiful day laying on the deck beside us. He was a gentle soul and we are lost without him. A special thank you to Shelia Woodward for sponsoring Tanner.
Tanner - thank you for two years of unconditional love. For the faint bruises from you nudging us to be petted, and for the jowly smile on your face that always brought one to ours. Life will not be the same without you but I hope you know how very much you were loved. A small piece of our hearts went with you this morning. Enjoy your time with those who went before you from our family and closest friends families (Harley, Mandy, Bailey(x2), Brooklyn, Bella(x2), Summit, Valarie, Shiloh, Mason, Henry, and any other furrbutt I might have missed). You could not be in better company. You are above the storms that scared you and no doubt are resting peacefully with a bone and a Frisbee at your side. Someday the tears will stop and our hearts will heal but in the meantime please watch over us and know that there was never a day we were not thankful to have you and you were so deeply loved.
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